Abstract

This article examines the lethal consequences of delayed obstetric care through the lens of maternal temporalities. Drawing from ethnographic fieldwork and autoethnographic narrative, I trace how racialized patients are asked to endure uncertainty, dismissal, and bureaucratic delay even as their medical conditions worsen. Focusing on my experience of an ectopic pregnancy alongside interviews with Black and Brown birthing people, I argue that waiting is not a neutral temporal state, but a racialized and gendered form of harm. Situating these experiences within the anthropology of reproduction, I show how waiting becomes both a medical directive and a disciplinary demand that erodes trust, safety, and survival. The article contributes to debates on obstetric racism, maternal mortality, and refusal by foregrounding waiting as an analytic of harm and a site of ethnographic witnessing. 

Keywords

waiting; temporality; obstetric racism; maternal mortality; refusal; ethnography; reproduction

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